boyfriend doesn’t give a shit about me, i have literally no one.
i don’t know what’s stopping me any more.
stoned, hanging out on the couch, and getting some work done.
i’m old, i don’t have the energy for this shit any more.
i’m so, so tired of trying to explain things to people, i’m honestly just tired of existing right now.
honestly, if it wasn’t for my boyfriend i would probably kill myself; i wouldn’t want to worry him but other than that i don’t see the point.
but i have not felt good or worthwhile in a very long time.