rid of me

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a combination of weightloss, fitness, sex, and gore, with a handful of self-deprecating personal rants. there is some nsfw content, but mostly it's just mopey.

s. 21. usa. 5'6". 112. 30"-23"-33".

please note:
i am not eating disordered and do not promote or condone eds. if you have an ed, please see this page for help.

boyfriend doesn’t give a shit about me, i have literally no one.

i don’t know what’s stopping me any more.

Saturday 11 at 3:30am

having a great day for the first time in a while

stoned, hanging out on the couch, and getting some work done.

Saturday 27 at 3:46pm

i’m old, i don’t have the energy for this shit any more.

i’m so, so tired of trying to explain things to people, i’m honestly just tired of existing right now.

honestly, if it wasn’t for my boyfriend i would probably kill myself; i wouldn’t want to worry him but other than that i don’t see the point.

Sunday 07 at 7:25pm

I have not thought about this recently

but i have not felt good or worthwhile in a very long time.

Sunday 24 at 3:04pm

heartshapedbones:

untitled by Esben Bøg on Flickr.

mathieuvladimir:

Alexa Corlett (Marilyn Paris)

c0ssette:

(Detail) The Grasshopper,1872,Jules-Joseph Lefebvre.

"I prefer by far the warmth and softness to mere brilliancy and coldness. Some people remind me of sharp dazzling diamonds. Valuable but lifeless and loveless. Others, of the simplest field flowers, with hearts full of dew and with all the tints of celestial beauty reflected in their modest petals."